Jesus

I think I love Jesus. I have become obsessed with this Man/God. Jesus is in my thoughts all day, every day. Jesus is part of my decisions. Jesus is part of my thinking. Jesus is the reason why I can sit in thought and reflection for a half an hour and learn. Jesus is why I challenge my beliefs. Jesus is definitely my comfort and security. Jesus is the main character in plenty of the books I read. Jesus is apart of my conversations. Jesus is what drives me. Jesus gives me purpose. Jesus gives me confidence. Jesus has laid goals before me, scary and exciting. Jesus is within my decision-making. Jesus is present in my convictions. Jesus is my character. I look to Jesus for answers. Jesus gives me joy in a broken world. I have hope because of Jesus. Jesus is the reason I hurt for non-believers. Jesus is my life.  This is not said for personal gratification. I write this because I want everyone to experience this relationship. I was sitting in my bed after reading a book, with Jesus involved, and I couldn’t get him out of my head. My mind started running in tangents, about myself, but always with Jesus involved. I paused for a minute and thought I am in love with Jesus. This is not becasue the Bible or a Pastor may tell me to, this is because I want to. It is different from the past and what I’ve felt before for Jesus. This is more real. This relationship is more apparent, than it ever has been. The statements I make are truth and not an ideal relationship I have created. This feels good.